Only when very tired, do I manage to sleep for more than 4 hours at a time. Otherwise, I seem to awaken… wide-awake, and full of anxiety. Is it healthy? It doesn’t feel healthy. There are times when all I … Continue reading
And I am that douchebag! I won’t complain at school, but have begun to bitch a little bit to my sister, and to a couple of friends (and now YOU!) about the 92% I got on today’s Chemistry exam. This … Continue reading
I didn’t wake up feeling like crying or anything that emotional… but my anxiety hit me, and I started looking at fulltime jobs in IT. It was a rational fear that led me to do it. I was in major … Continue reading
A custard dessert from the LCC cafeteria – one of the many foods I’ve been cheating with recently This weekend, feelings of optimism started to fade. I’m still an optimist, but always a realist as well (I try to be, … Continue reading
I enjoy learning about chemistry. I don’t know why I like it so much, but it fascinates me. I took my second exam, and got a 90%. It really should have been 100% after looking it over. I made stupid … Continue reading
I recently got paid for my peer mentoring gig in the summer! It came at the right time. I really am grateful for the experience I had, as well as the opportunity.. and the $500. Yup. I got 100% on … Continue reading
I’m fascinated by the idea of a happy ending. Not the kind you find in a massage parlor or of the Disney persuasion. But an honest-to-God somewhat mediocre but also amazing in its simplicity kind of happiness. I don’t ask … Continue reading
Most days, I let things happen. People come and go, transactions take place and tasks that need to be completed are done in a timely manner. There is an unseen control that takes hold of all that needs to happen … Continue reading
Tiny flowers in the KCC cactus garden – taken this summer during finals weel I took the plunge and changed my Math 205 class at LCC to KCC. I was on the waitlist, and a position opened up for me, … Continue reading
You can see the brown spots and freckles on my cheek more on the black and white photo than the color one since my bangs are so long.. I’d noticed in June this year that the generic Mircette birth control … Continue reading