Quest for Gingerbread in Hawaii: 2012 Edition

Sure Shot Gingerbread
While not shaped like gingerbread boys and gals, this was still pretty awesome!

As I mentioned before, I’m a pretty die-hard fan of gingerbread. It’s one of those things about Christmas that floats my boat, and makes me feel like the year is complete.

On my quest for gingerbread this year, I’ve tried Liliha Bakery, Deelite (St. Germain), and now, Sure Shot Cafe’s gingerbread. The verdict: So far, Sure Shot wins! Deelite came in last place. Their cookies looked nice, and were in the shape of gingerbread people, but the taste was not there. I went a couple of weekends ago, and the cookies lacked that ginger snappiness… they were quite bland and really hard… one of them even tasted a little burnt? I don’t know. Quite disappointing considering they were almost $4 each. Liliha’s cookies tasted better than Deelite’s, but they looked pretty bad. They were pretty big, and they were decorated to look like gingerbread men and women, but the frosting used on them was too soft for gingerbread, and they didn’t look good, in my opinion. The cookie batter was OK, but not great. I did not feel I had to go back for more.


From Deelite Bakery – Cute, but disappointing

As I was beginning to run out of hope, Lori (of Suffragette Station fame) saved the day by surprising me with a bag of awesome gingerbread cookies from Sure Shot Cafe! They felt pretty heavy, and they were. They actually had that snap I was looking for, and their dense make-up was something I found lacking in the other two cookies I tried. The red and green sprinkles added holiday cheer, and I didn’t mind that they were just shaped like regular cookies since they were so satisfying. I will no doubt attempt to get some more before the season’s end.

I didn’t notice any gingerbread when I peeked into Boulangerie located along King St., so I can’t say if they have it or not for certain. I’ll have to check it out.

So, a big mahalo to Lori, and I will continue my quest for gingerbread in Hawaii, 2012!

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Saying Goodbye to an Important Chapter in my Life

Aloha cake
The cake, was red velvet, and… I did not eat a piece, but appreciated the gesture!

Tomorrow, will be the last day that I work for my current company, and my exit from the field of IT. I will never say never… because you never know.. I could decide to return to it one day– but for now it’s the ending of a decidedly major chapter in my life. (In other words, it’s a big ass deal).

I have worked in the IT industry for a little over 7.5 years professionally. This does not include time spent interning at KCC, and as a student who sometimes took apart old PCs at a friend’s house in her spare time to learn how the dang things worked. Yesterday, as I was installing updates and CaC readers and ActivClient software on some of the computers in the office, I knew that I actually do like that part of the job, which is the actual work part of IT– web application server and desktop support, and oracle DB administration in my case. The field itself is what I’m not as crazy about. I hope to remain on top of things from a technical standpoint and will always try to integrate technology into my future endeavors.

Today, my coworkers surprised me with a going away party a day early. It was pretty smart and cool of them since I didn’t expect it. In truth, I wasn’t even expecting a party to happen tomorrow, so it was cool to receive one, and to have a chance to talk to everyone, and spend a little time together. Best of all, I like it that everyone got to eat free food and some have some time to chill.

In honor of my decision to pursue a new career as a registered dietitian, they made an effort to bring healthier than usual foods to this party. There was a vegetable platter, a fruit platter, some sushi, nishime, gobo, and walnuts still in the shell. Wow! The cake was dessert and they kinda knew I wasn’t gonna eat it but it’s cool they got a cake so others in the office could enjoy it.

I’m thankful for my party and humbled. I honestly don’t feel like I deserved it, but it was super nice of them. I also got a lei, and a couple of nice cards and some extra stuff. Wow. I’m lucky to have had such a positive exit from this job, and from IT. It kinda makes it feel more like I’m making the right decision and also that I did OK in this chapter of my life. I’m continuing onward with a happy feeling in my chest. :)

sunrays on rainy days in hawaii nei
It rained a couple of morning’s ago, and the rain kinda looked like snow… and I knew I would miss being able to walk to work in 15 minutes.

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Flowers for Me?

Today, I was very humbled and thrilled because some of the federal workers bought me a floral vase arrangement since it’s my last week working in IT. These people are not from my company, and they are not my co-workers. They are external employees who I have had the pleasure of working with as a DoD contractor since our web application servers are housed in their data center.

I’m super stoked because it’s also the first time I’ve ever received flowers at my workplace. After this, I don’t feel like I’ll ever need to receive flowers again, or that my own company should do anything on my last day. These flowers pretty much did it for me in their sincerity and kindness.

My days spent working on base in the data center were happy days. Days where I was treated like a professional, and with respect. Their thoughtfulness and attention to detail has always impressed me. Everyone was so friendly and knowledgeable and ready to help… I am so thankful to have met such intelligent and talented people. They were super supportive when I told them of my decision to leave IT and start a new career path. I wish the best for all of them, and will always remember them as people who made my job and IT a better place to be.

Goodbye Flowers

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2012 Honolulu Marathon Complete: Lessons Learned, Kneepocalypse Now! A Chapter Ends.

Honolulu Marathon 2012: At the start line
A picture of the runners at the massive Start Line

Yes! It’s over. Thank goodness, life can return to semi-normal. Meaning, no more long runs every weekend, and a much more casual running experience overall. Actually, I’m injured now, so absolutely no running for a while.

Today, 30,000+ people piled onto the race course for the 40th Annual Honolulu Marathon. I decided to take it slow and ran at a pace a couple minutes slower than my usual for the first part of the marathon. It was easy once I got into a shuffling kind of rhythm. There was this awesome Japanese couple, who, apparently just got married and were in a white tux and wedding dress with “just” and “married” signs on each of their backs. They were so gracious any time someone congratulated them. They would take the time to say “Thank you” and turn around and smile. They were a big motivation to a lot of people who saw them.

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Congratulations!

I also saw: a man dressed up as Robocop, Snow White, Pikachu, a man carrying a heavy tree stump, Couples holding hands and running, a young, handsome man from Japan pushing two wheelchairs, and people wearing interesting t-shirts and hats, etc. It was fun. On a sad note, I also saw a man down around the 16-mile mark. He appeared to be having convulsions and the fire truck was just pulling up when I went past. People were helping the man, so I kept going, but I said a little prayer for him and tried to send positive thoughts to him. I was so sad to see that, and can only hope he’s all right. Same for anyone who had a rough time of it out there today. I hope everyone got through safe.

Honolulu Marathon 2012: Just Married
How cute are these two newlyweds?!

I was having a pretty easy time of it until just before the 20-mile-mark when I had some issues with my left knee. I had it taped the day before with KT tape, and I think something was wrong with how it was taped. Usually when my knee is sore, I can wrap on the knee brace my brother in law gave me around it and run a while, remove the brace, and it’s all-g. This time, I put the brace over the tape, and it hurt more. For this reason, I ripped the brace off, and had to walk. When I got home and reviewed a photo I’d taken of my legs with the tape, I could see the tape over my left knee cap was crooked. Too bad I didn’t notice this yesterday. I was scared during the race to rip off the tape. I thought: What if this is helping me, but in retrospect, I shoulda pulled it off as soon as it got weird and just wore my usual dual chopat brace thingy since it’s helped me a lot over the year’s training.

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I probably should have dropped out of the race at Kahala Mall when I came up on the 22 mile mark, but stubborn me decided it didn’t hurt enough to stop. So, I shuffled and walked along the last 4 miles, and definitely had to walk on the last hill decline towards the finish line due to pressure on my knee. I somehow decided I was gonna sprint the end, (was I high)? and mustered all the energy I had (which was still a lot) and pushed the last 1/2 mile. While my knee wasn’t really bugging me much, I’m sure that was way stupid of me. I think adrenaline had taken over at that point. I just wanted to be FINISHED and ran hard.

I picked up my malasada! (Last year I was too injured and limped outta there ASAP). The malasada was still warm, and soft, and it tasted so good after the run. I also ate a banana, and drank some water. Sifu picked me up and instead of the decadent pancake breakfast I’d planned, I decided I wanted to go to Whole Foods. I had 6 tiny pieces of salmon maki sushi.

Honolulu Marathon 2012: Gambatte!
This man was running with a prosthetic, and I noticed a tiny bit of blood on the bandage above the prosthetic as I passed. Wow – Amazing.

Lessons Learned:
As I walked off the course, my left knee twinged when I bent it. I pulled off the KT tape from that knee and felt like I shoulda done that sooner… Something was wrong with it. I shoulda waited for Joe at the expo to tape me. The lady who was taping me started telling me (as she was taping me) that she doesn’t usually tape, but because the line was long, she was helping out. I appreciated her helping, but there are bruises under the tape on that knee from my knee motion pulling against how she had taped it. I wish I had not tried something new before the marathon. Dr. Schaff at the Honolulu Marathon Clinic always emphasizes NOT to do that but I did. Oh well, lesson learned. The right knee, which I taped myself turned out great, and so did the taping the lady did to my feet, so I can’t complain against KT tape. I think my problem was it was incorrectly applied.

Honolulu Marathon 2012: Aid Station Near the 24-mile Mark
The volunteers got pretty nice shirts! So many people from Japan were wearing what looked like compression tights. Should I be looking into these?!?

Prior to this morning, I gained 5 lbs carboloading over the course of three days. I sure hope I ran some of that weight off and didn’t negate it with all the gels (I consumed 4 along the way), and the malasada. I ate empty carbs as well as complex ones. Next time, I won’t cheat so much with cookies and other crap.

Another thing I won’t ever do again, is post the live status updates on my Facebook page. In a way, it’s like I had this added pressure not to quit. I might have quit and saved my knee some pain at the 22-mile mark if I wasn’t seeing all the comments from my friends encouraging me to finish. In other words: My pride would not let me quit, and my knee is currently paying the price, so I can’t have an audience in the future. (Strictly my bad and not theirs, bless them)!

Honolulu Marathon 2012: Mile 24
Mile 24! I was injured but so close to the finish!

Chapter Ends:
This might be my last marathon for a while. I’m headed back to school in the Spring, and in the Fall, my courses will still be kinda tough. I hear finals week is this upcoming week, and I don’t see how I would have been able to study and put all this training time into the marathon like I did this year. I mean, I’d have no life at all as a student: working part-time, studying, and training. We’ll see… but I predict I take a break from marathons for a while. In the end, I’m thankful I finished this year since this might be the last time I do a marathon for a while. Also, I’m thankful that my body made it through intact overall. Also, thank God this year the finisher t-shirt is kinda decent, and fits me (unlike last year’s tent-of-a-shirt-which-makes-it-look-like-i-stole-someone’s-shirt shirt). Thanks to all the people who texted, posted on twitter, facebook, emailed, called, etc. to wish me luck today. I do feel lucky to have had such wonderful support! Mahalo!

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Carbs Carbs Carbs! Listening to My Body… #HNLMarathon Coming in 3 Days!

Honolulu Marathon Expo 2012
Today, I picked up my race packet at the Marathon Expo

The Honolulu Marathon countdown continues! We are now 3 days away from the big day, and it’s time to carbo load. I was only gonna do it for two days, but I still receive the Honolulu Marathon Clinic newsletters and there was mention of carbo loading from Thursday. Why not! One extra day of carbo loading isn’t gonna kill me. So, I might gain a few lbs, but it’ll help me stay fueled and hopefully, injury free.

This year, if I feel pain during the race, I’m going to stop. Last year, I pushed through the pain and ended up in physical therapy and on the bench until April as a chain of injuries resulted in my decision to continue while injured. I got a bone bruise during the run, which caused me to walk/run funny for the last 5 miles of marathon, and because I was putting my weight on the opposite leg, it brought on runner’s knee, which led to physical therapy and an additional hip injury which I got through following some weird advice I was given during PT.

So, rather than risk all that, I’m OK with throwing in the towel this year and dropping out. Of course, ideally, I hope to cross the finish line, grab my malasada and t-shirt and medal, and walk out of Kapiolani Park injury free and in 5 hours or less. *Fingers crossed*

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The Honolulu Marathon is 6 Days Away!

Sunday, December 9th, is the 40th Annual Honolulu Marathon. That means there’s a little over 5 days left til the big event.

I’m a total germaphobe throughout the year, but especially right now… so close to marathon, I know if I catch a cold that’ll be the end of it. I also have become suddenly accident prone. Last week, I slammed my knee into the washing machine door, and this led to knee pain for the following two days. Something inside is probably bruised. Thankfully, I could run 8 miles yesterday and it seemed OK, but I’m walking around like I’m on egg shells, babying both my knees. I keep hitting my arms on stuff too, and have a big purple bruise on my upper thigh from jamming my leg against something. What’s my problem!?! lol!

Marathon expo is coming up this week, running Wednesday – Saturday. I’ll try to snap some pics and post them here. I like the expo, since it takes place in the Hawaii Convention Center, which is a place I find exciting to this day.

313/i365: The Hawaii Convention Center during APEC week - 11/8/2011
A picture of the Hawaii Convention Center during APEC in 2011.

I was asked if I had any post-marathon rituals by @elementalgeek. The only thing I can think of is that I usually go somewhere to eat as a treat after the run… like Cinnamon’s last year, or The Original Pancake House. In the past I’ve also gone to Kuru Kuru Sushi. It’s all about the carbs with me, I suppose. (Also, I’m a cheap date).

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And as usual, I’m finally, really able to express how I feel about people, just as I’m about to walk out the door.

Horizons

So, I resigned, and am now working through my final weeks as a system administrator / server technician in a local software development company.

I sent an email out to let people know I was leaving, and the words that came back were overwhelming.

I was happy to hear one of the federal employees on a team of web services people I worked a lot with, say he considered me a part of their team. I always got along well with outside system admins and federal employees I met. I’ll miss a lot of them.

Someone told me my man is lucky. But, I don’t have a man. Neither do I feel ready for one now that I’m going through this life transition / career change.

And I started saying more, and wishing I’d said more sooner. Some people offered to be references for me in the future, and told me to keep in touch. I’m glad to know that my work was appreciated. That I was considered a decent IT technician. That people feel confident recommending me, and forwarding me job announcements.

But, I’m leaving IT to see if I can make it in another completely different field – dietetics. I start school in January, and it’ll be a true test of my abilities. I guess, if things don’t pan out with school, I can always go back to IT. But, I have to give this new career a shot.

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Thank You, Universe!

Thanksgiving 2012

Thanksgiving was pretty good. I had turkey with cranberry sauce (my fave)! and ham with rum raisin sauce from Zippy’s. I also had all kinds of other foods… chocolate cake (dobash), haupia, cookie, some kind of peanutbutter and chocolate dessert thing, vegetarian chili with brown rice, an avocado sandwich… it was a day for food.

I also went to Safeway and got a bouquet of flowers to put on mom and dad’s niche. It felt good visiting them, and honoring them on Thanksgiving. I skipped on my family’s party. I can’t say exactly why, but it’s not the same without mom there anymore. I needed some space. I’m thankful for my relatives though. Don’t get me wrong about that.

I’m also thankful for the life I have, and the ability to do things like train for the Honolulu Marathon, and go back to school and start taking the first steps towards a new career, in January.

I’m looking forward to the future, and enjoying the present, and very humbled and grateful for all these opportunities. I’m so happy to be leaving IT and pursuing something that actually interests me! I hope to succeed and be able to help other people.

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I Quit My Career Today

I quit today. I handed in my letter of resignation this afternoon to the owner of the company, who was supportive of my decision. I’m leaving the field of IT. I’m headed back to school to become something else. Currently, my eye is set on becoming a registered dietitian. I hope I make it. It’s a 4-year degree, resulting in a B.S. from the College of Tropical Agriculture and Human Resources at the University of Hawaii at Manoa. This will be my 2nd Bachelor’s degree.

This was not an easy decision. It took years for me to realize what career I thought I’d like to be in, since IT wasn’t doing it for me, and I only really came into this realization this summer. I’ve worked in IT for 7.5 years now, and I can’t see myself enjoying it any more than I do now. It was never a passion I had. Just an ability I was able to demonstrate, and my goggle-skills and most-likely my background as an ICS student helped out when it comes to server administration, understanding how applications connect to databases, and configurations, logs, etc. Server work was my favorite part of IT. I found networking boring. Desktop was also cool, and I started in a help desk in my very first IT job, at Hawaii Pacific Health, serving thousands of employees. My current company was awesome enough to believe in me and give me a chance to come from a help desk environment to a server technician job. My job title has changed to fit various contracts, so I’m currently a System Analyst. Our company develops software for the DoD and I do the installs and first-line tech support. Somehow this ended up with me also doing a lot of oracle support as well which I didn’t mind in a crazy way.

I did enjoy having my own in-house test servers, and performing updates and experimenting with them, but in my spare time, I’ve never cared to learn about IT the way I do nutrition. I hate being on-call 24/7, and in IT it happens. I also miss working with people like I did when I was younger. I pride myself on great customer service skills, and I almost never meet people anymore in my work.

This is a big decision which will cost me money, but I want to go into dietetics and help people enhance the quality / duration of their lives. I think this would be fulfilling to me, and I’m looking forward to the challenges ahead. I avoided math and science the first time I was in college, (I graduated with a BBA in MIS), but this time, I’m looking forward to it, and want to learn and see the world from yet another vantage point.

I avoided the medical field because my father was sick from the time I was thirteen, and I felt hospitals and doctors were all big business and cold, and somewhat evil at times… it felt like we were put through the wringer, and social workers were always asking us how we were going to pay and not the least bit concerned with our emotional well-being. We thought we’d lose our home. I was so leery of the medical profession as a result of this, (and some other horrible things that happened to my father during his times spent in the hospitals). And, I shied from the medical field… but after losing both my parents… I’m realizing I am willing to enter the medical field, and I want to help people. If I can somehow add comfort to a sick person’s life, or help them get off medication… I want to do that!

I think this new career is far more inline with my passions and my personality. I will always be grateful for the time I had in IT, since it will only add to my experiences and help me to harness what I can from technology, no matter where I end up. I have anxiety. Some mornings, I wake up at 3 or 4 o’clock in the morning, and question myself… other times I wake up happy and sure I’m doing the right thing.

Though I may fail at my new objective, I can only give it my best shot and keep moving forward.

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